Go to the moon

We choose to go to the moon. We choose to go to the moon… (interrupted by applause) we choose to go to the moon in this decade and do the other things, not because they are easy, but because they are hard, because that goal will serve to organize and measure the best of our energies and skills, because that challenge is one that we are willing to accept, one we are unwilling to postpone, and one which we intend to win, and the others, too.

​ ——Address at Rice University on the Nation’s Space Effort (1962) by John F. Kennedy

回顾京吹的时候，泷老师在最初问的那个问题如今格外让我在意

“如果大家想参加全国大赛，练习就会变得更严格；如果只想创造快乐的回忆，就不需要高强度练习”

如果是当初的我，会理所当然的认为开心更重要，但是大概率会想要在人前表现得更上进些而选择前者。

但现在，我在认真考虑我该如何选择。

是“目标全国金奖”，还是“just hack for fun”？

我身边的人或许都知道，我是个很容易自卑的人，从小未取得任何骄人的成绩，导致我现在的任何行为总有一种代偿心理，企图用如今的努力填补过去的空缺。

不过直到现在，我也依旧一事无成。

有的人说，人这一生，或许就活那么几个瞬间。

我渴望有人在意，渴望被人重视，我希望有一天我能够耀眼到任何人都无法无视。

所以这一次

I choose to go to the moon.